Jen Kearney & The Lost Onion: Music

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Will I feel clean if I stop drinking? Will I feel clear if I stop thinking? Do you think its funny watching me die slowly? I bet you do, I bet you do.

I know what its like, you're glad you know me. And I know what its like, but you're glad you're not me because its such a stupid game I've put myself in I put myself in.

But that's just the way of the world now ain't it? We all make mistakes but you think I'm tainted. And now you exhibit this picture you painted of me.

But whose mistakes am I learning by? and whose thoughts and whose fears am I asking why?
Because its easier to pretend they're not mine. They're not mine, they're not mine, they're not mine.

So forget the bone you're gonna throw me and save the explanation you feel you owe me, because its all a lesson I've already learned before and before and before and before.

This haunted room has been in my dreams before. I don't know what it means and I don't care anymore. I can't lie to myself just to settle this score in my head in my head in my head.

But whose mistakes am I learning by and whose thoughts and whose fears am I asking why? Because its easier to feel that they're not mine, they're not mine they're not mine they're not mine.

I don't feel clean
I don't feel pretty
I don't feel clear
I don't feel witty
Don't feel afraid
Don't feel guilty
I don't feel bad
I don't feel pity
I don't feel sure
or secure anymore
I don't feel a thing.